“My mother was bad to me. My mother was cruel to me. I do not love her. I do not think that I love her. But I swing between hatred of her manipulation and cruelty and small-mindedness, and pity that these very things keep her from garnering the love she craves so much.” – She wants to be loved so much but doesn’t know how to stop doing things that make people hate her. She doesn’t understand why I don’t want a relationship, no matter how many times she says that she has changed. She doesn’t understand why I don’t believe her– because she hasn’t changed, she can’t understand it. She’s lonely and needy and she doesn’t know why people can’t stand her. Why people push her away when she tries to eat them up. It’s really fucking sad. I don’t know whether I am too forgiving or not forgiving enough.
Source: “Being Taken Seriosly Despite Good Looks” http://ift.tt/1N8btYJ

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